The Long Journey: heart of champion

**joseph** · 01-11-2012, 05:39 AM

First time released and I hope this impact someone.

went to a school with my sister a christian school, and High school my sister ran for repesentive won defeating me btw, will next year teacher said, vote on people who do Job, and not a Joke, that was a cheap shot. during yrs I receive spankings, mockery, and bullied, spanked over shirt tale out or haircut violation. Sat test and my sister got invite I did not as they prepared her for college, and keep me in middle school levels, and setting me up to fail, my sister got 400 which is bad but she tried, and I never had shot. was keep in ruts, abuse got to a point I ate in bathroom, cause I was spit on mustard on, and ate alone on field trips, and got to a point I wanted to turn from Christian name cause a school called christian and was Hell on earth, but i did not then was voted in as Vice president and wanted a senor prom and got told we want have it, cause what seniors did last yr. finally I was called Stupid, Dumb, worthless, will not mantle to nothing, was breaking point, I turned and spoke out in anger towards God, was my lowest point told my parents was accused of being a five year old:( finally I got bent to take my own life, but during pain, still voice a soft voice said Joseph I see your pain, and I want it,but taking your life is taking easy way out, come on try me. and voice did not judge me spoke with love, and went to president who I was under and she listened and said, if you in doubt remember this I can do all things through christ, who strengthen us. and I graduated but was still depressed, told never make it in college, went home prayed say Lord im sorry been broken, and spoke in anger against you, during this time I received Christ as my Saviour, and went to apply for college was a tech school, but still a college, took placement test and received a set back needed 60% get in program and I scored 38% and school admittance counselor asked grades like this why should I allow you in college, and i said in high school, was named a bottom feeder and not make it or dropped out. so he was afraid, but he said here what i do you I cant accept you in program, but we place you in Development studies, and we see, first semster, got ABFF, but on my word I say I am here succeed. will got in program, and got my first degree with gpa 3.5, my grandma was excited and cant wait for big one, will last year would be make or break. lost my grandma and only had 1.50 needed to pay 950 dollars, to stay end, praying and when time came was asked to be in tournment and came in second yr before and won in 06, two days later date of payment got interview for Life scholarship got it wrote letter to person who i did not know, asked I never be able to pay you back, he said yes you can all I want is you to promise you graduated and walk down aisle, will 2007 I will Graduate with 2.5. and girl in my class cried over this story,and got diploma and said, for those who got told you will not succeed, and do. and today past remains but future begins.

ps I was discovered I was slow learner, so I still graduated.

**FLAME** · 01-11-2012, 05:55 AM

Originally Posted by joseph

during yrs I receive spankings, mockery, and bullied, spanked over shirt tale out or haircut violation.

If thats the worse kids ever did in this day and age, it would be fine. But now its so bad they are in trouble because of having drugs and shooting at people at school

.... finally I got bent to take my own life, but during pain, still voice a soft voice said Joseph I see your pain, and I want it,but taking your life is taking easy way out, come on try me. and voice did not judge me spoke with love,

I'm so glad He delivered you from that. Or you would not be here and you are an example for Jesus now!

... went home prayed say Lord im sorry been broken, and spoke in anger against you, during this time I received Christ as my Saviour

Praise the Lord!

... and today past remains but future begins.

Yes and I believe you will do good at your new job and influence others for the Kingdom of God. I think he put you in that position or there is no way you could have got the job.